Masochist
You owned my loyalty
Before you said yes
Wait you never said
Diss!
I should’ve known
We’re always attracted
To those who don’t
Feel the same
Masochist I’m to blame
She swiped on tinder
First to respond
Female James Bond
Femme fatale
This is how
I met what’s her name
Masochist I’m to blame
Dinner date butterflies
Word vomit
Palms sweating
Eyes Fixed, Lips tremblin’
Typical first date
Masochist I’m to blame
3 rendezvous later
Comes the excuse
Work is crazy
I’m just her muse
I’m not amused
This is the game
Masochist I’m to blame
Let’s keep swiping
Isn’t this fun
I’d love to say fuck it
I’m done
Run to the sun
Empty my soul, hole in one
Reality is
Pain keeps me feeling
Alive
As I thrive
In this darkness
No longer ashamed
Masochist I’m to blame