263w
Poppin OxyContin
Mind is slowly rotten
Always plotting
Thoughts forgotten
Drugs are talkin
Conscience robbin
Takin all them
Xanny I ain’t off one
Just ate eight kolonopins
Alprazolam addy vyvanse
4 lokos in both my hands
Floatin where I stand
Feelin like the fuckin man
Nose bleed still rollin bands
Cocain im your biggest fan
I never wanna land
Scared to land
When I land
shaking startin in my hands
Head is cavin in
Starin at the wall again
Cant remember exactly how this crazy cycle began
Can’t fall asleep
Can’t move from my bed
I’m the resting dead
She crying next to me
Nothing to be said
I could say it all again
How im quitting everythin
lyin through my teeth
the truth is that I am weak
There’s nobody I’d rather be
Yet these drugs controllin me
They took a hold of me
My mind don’t have a say
There’s no pain to take away
When you’re numbin every day
Looking for a way
To relive another day
Or a dream that slipped away
The second that you wake
My dreams have slipped away
Doors shuttin in my face
Because once I got a taste
Sober life I couldn’t face
My wrist movado
Breakin bottles
Fuckin models
Sippin pink moscado
Out the bottle
Still breathin?
Hell if I know
Chokin my throat
Rope on her whole
Body from toes
To neck tied to poles
Squeezin with all
My strength like I’ll fall
From a building too tall
To survive from the fall
She screaming 911 call
See her eyes roll
Screamin let me go
I don’t know
If I wanna let her go
Or cum in her hole
I take a toll
Fuck with me you’ll never know
If it’ll be the night of your life or
The end of your world