pouring the heart out 💔

The show is now starting and crowd are jumping on their feet How come I'm the only one sitting here admitting defeat What happened to cherish and to have and hold What happened to in sickness and health and growing old What happened to feeling the wormth and cold What happened to stick with me I'll show u the world What happened to softining the stronghold What happened to driving into the unkown with blind fold Is it really that hard to find someone u love ? Somone to take care of u when push come to shoves? Is there really a choice between hell and heaven? R u outta ur mind ru consider the choices im given We should just forget this and move on Goodbye now I'll be sending u my regards from the beyond

A lot of thoughtes are running through my mind I'll be speaking about the one i left behind U know I had to show up uninvited and I promise to love you always provided always love me and never let your feelings be disregarded Im a complicated baby i act on how feel not how i think i dont see the world in black and white i only see pink Forgive me for not seeing things clearly But I'll promise to kiss u before bed and wake up relly early All i wanna do in this life is shower u with love And spend our nights out gazing at the stars above U see u went out of ur way to make me happy Even though i neglected u my feelings were lackey U suggested that we take sometime apart How can i agree to that when I've known from the very start Emotions… are starting to meet me at the surface Who are we kidding no relationship is ever perfect I went back where there was music and laughter It was right before we bagan our beautiful chapter I guess what im trying say that baby I'm damaged I got screwed so many times opening up to u is quite a challenge Let me take u to a trip down memory lane I fell in love with this girl who broke my heart but it wasn’t all in vain I guess I’m not perfect either I’ve made some mistakes I hid behind this silly idea of masculinity I didn’t realize what was at stake u didn’t give me one more shot u got me in a trance I guess all we did was participate in this game of chance Now that we here we standing on our feet the biggest show of life is starting and we stil searching for our seats But thats okay we're supposed to take our time Im having hard time coming up with these silly rhymes How can we escape this i dont wanna sound lika a pessimist Hell im just writing this i dont call myself a lyricist

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