Grynchyn

Have hard a really hard time in life due to my father being a covert narcissist and Weasley lil punk. He being the black sheep and me always having his back just to find out that my entire life he's been trying to sabotage me. I still stay with him and fear and I could be getting poisoned or even in the process of being framed. I think he's trying to get at my chick by sharing terrible lies about me to her. She is aware of how I am so refuses to tell me what he says to prevent me exploding and putting my future at risk in that manner. We both refuse to think anybody can hurt us due to our high levels of pride. I just wanna get away from this environment of having to watch my own back even when at my own home. I have a problem with authority in a sense. I just did a stint upstate for assaulting an officer. Im an old soul with a brilliant mind. I lack focus at times and organization skills. I yearn deeply for a sense of acceptance and belonging for which my loyalty doesn't lead me to be scarred furthermore but appreciated and acknowledged. Im not a Saint nor do I claim to be better than others. Though I do hold my self to a morale code that I find others to hold themselves to. IF YOU HAVE READ THIS WHOLE THING GOD BLESS YOU!