I made a suicide video then I deleted it
For my own mind state thought I needed it
3 weeks later made another one
From my mind From my mind from my mind
I can’t run
I used to know you like we was brothers
I used to love you like you mother
I used to hide all day in the covers
We used to talk all day under covers
I feel the pain in my heart my brother
Only thing that I feel is for my brothers
Pain so real it stabs so deep,
Roll over I cannot sleep
Riding thru the night highway in a Jeep
Wana shoot my shot but she’ll think ima creep
Took 5 Benadryl cuz I wanna sleep
that shit didn’t Work instead stomach bleeds
So confused with the things that I need
So confused with the things that I see
So confused could I please let it be
But I understand that I’ll never love me
Living for my kids only thing that I live 4
Punching myself bouncing off my temple
Said 20 you should live but it’s not that simple
(I wanna disappear,
I wanna disappear,
Listen here listen here wanna disappear) x2
“I’m suicidal” full lyrics
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